Depression, Re-igniting my passion to paint

Post 2 Where to from here?

I wondered whether I should go back and describe all that led up to this blog. Indeed, why a blog? However I have decided not to do that. Instead, as this blog develops I may go back to explain the history.

For example my art was seriously and negatively affected by my depression. I just could not paint except little doodles for cards – christmas, birthdays etc.
However, suddenly out of the blue, I did a large picture. The Tsunami Girl. I learnt a very important lesson about Art but also about the Depression.

Depression is mainly a malfunction of the mind and the mind can destroy good Art. Let me introduce The Tsunami Girl.

 

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To hell with retirement

Equitable Life, before they caused me to lose a big portion of my pension, bombarded the market with adverts showing an older man walking a leafy lane hand in hand with his young grandchild, not a care in the world. My younger grandchildren are paralysed in the spell of computer games. Managing my pension became a major thing I had to care about. I entered the most demanding period of growing up in my life – for many years I did not realise that I was back in the kindergarten,

I entered the kindergarten at the age of 74. I was a sickly child. In fact being sickly I had a lot of time to study.

Luckily I had a good doctor.  An American in France.  People said I needed to get into the waiting room early as long queues developed throughout the morning. I was first in.  I paid my 23 Euros and he gave me a 45 minute consultation.  Diagnosis Depression.  I had never before suffered depression.  I had had many periods when I felt down.  I got a prescription for a three week dose of an anti-depressant, and the offer of the back door exit – rather than walking back through the waiting room, now crowded.  As I left the doctor said “don’t you think, at your age, and from all that you have told me, that you should stabilise your life?……………….

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